This demotape was freely distributed at the band's lives from 1999-04-26 through 1999-05-26.

The DT was available in four types: each with a different color jacket. However, each tape contained two random songs out of three possible: Say to Self, truth..., and/or tear's. So there were potentially 12 permutations of this tape floating around. (I've arbitrarily assigned random tracks to each type, just to demonstrate that each tape only included two tracks.)

Each jacket was limited to 75 copies, for a total of 300 copies.